Jennifer McKenzie

Romance--Boy meets girl. Romantic Suspense--Boy meets girl with dead bodies.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Whiskey Wednesday Rant--A Little Bitter




Normally, I'm a relatively self-actualized person. I recognize that my resentments are my own. I am aware that I can't change other people and their reactions to me.
But sometimes, all that stuff flies out the window.
My childhood wasn't torturous or even all that dysfunctional. For the times, it was a pretty good experience. Yet, for some reason, my family has never been all that close. We're very different from each other.
On a good day, I let the differences roll off my back and focus on the similarities. They're all mammals right?
On a bad day (which lasted pretty much all last week) I get stressed, grind my teeth, and bite my tongue. And sometimes, I don't bite my tongue hard enough.
The thing is that I've come to believe that it's these very things in my life that make me write. It's not the fame. Really. (Quit laughing).
So, though my family is what it is, the best thing is that it's fodder.
I posted about it at The Novelty Girls. I swear I want a t-shirt that says "Whatever may happen, it's all fodder"

posted at 9:41 PM by Jennifer ::
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