This is a Bering Sea Crabber, the setting for my newest ms "Cold Murder". The picture below is the Northern Lights in November.

My brain is out to kill me. I sat down yesterday to revise "Hidden Grief" and found out I hated everything that I'd written. I opened a new file and started fresh. Then I start the second guessing. "She said she liked the idea but she hated the writing. What am I thinking? This is garbage! How can I fix this?" and on and on. It's OK. This is part of the process I go through. LOL. Anyone who keeps up with me knows that confidence in my writing is NOT one of my strengths. *Sigh*.

Maybe it's just as well that I really won't have time to write on "Hidden Grief" for a few days. Michelle moves in Friday. Two twin beds arrive today for Anthony and Justin (Michelle's youngest). So I have to get Michelle's room ready. I still have boxes containing things I haven't seen in over a year. So, writing takes a backseat today and probably tomorrow.

I keep thinking that what that agent really said was "It's a great idea but your writing sucks." That thinking has GOT to go. It isn't going to help me at all. So, deep breath, say to committee member in my head (trying to kill me) "Thank you for sharing now sit down." LOL.

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